written 3/15

Probably so obvious. Don’t give up on this life. Giving up on your life, your self, is essentially giving up on God. Don’t give up on Him. Trust Him. TRUST Him. allow yourself to believe in Him, the almighty God who wove you together when you were first coming to exist in your mother’s womb. Trust in that one Lord, the one magnificent force that brought you to existence through His design.

Don’t give up. Spirit lead me when my trust is without borders. Let me walk upon the waters, wherever you may call me. Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander, and my faith will be made stronger, in the presence of my savior.

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders. Let me walk upon the waters, wherever you will call me. Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander, and my faith will be made stronger, in the presence of my savior.

God I pray today, to take me to that place of no borders in my trust. Let me walk on water in your plan for me. Show me the hope that you hold for me. Show me your love, your plan, your compassion, your mercy for me, for your children, your loves. I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me………

I look around and see so much stuff, so many things to fill the hole inside my heart, the missing piece in my soul. I have so much emptiness and so much sadness and it hurts.

Sometimes life just feels so heavy and pointless and unworthy, but I can not give up on God. He is with me through these moments of pain, he is with me in my despair and loneliness. I’m so weak and drained and empty on the surface of my heart, but I believe that if I could go deeper inside my heart I would find God there, just – being there, holding me together.

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