My issue- is that I take every moment so intensely that one bad thing takes me right back to the worst of it.  Him not saying the right thing after sex makes me angry all day the next day.

And I get MYSELF so worked up in my head that it goes from one instance —> to “I just don’t know how much longer I can DEAL with this!!” within 12 waking hours.

The poor man may sometimes have something on his mind.

I’ve got to chill the fuck out (been here before) and realize that one imperfection (!) doesn’t mean he is going back to 1.0.

I have to learn how to exhale, let the conveyor keep moving, when there’s sometimes the tiniest of blips on it, that doesn’t mean life is falling apart.

I see this, I am working on it.  I’m a work in progress, we all are.

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